Saturday, March 19, 2005
at times. i wonder am i just wasting life doing nothing. just live as each day pass by. cause sometimes i dont even know what happening in my life and i just watch it pass by. doing nothing wasting it.i dont want to waste life. i want to live life to its fullest.hmm.and i dont know what happening to me. as i grow to become a older person. i realise that i no longer the young child i used to be. i had grow up and i think i have changed. i dont know that i have changed to be more mature or what but i think at least i changed to think first before i do. and that good.hmm. kind of getting emotional at this point of time.ohwells. it's me.
hmm. firstly. there a few things i want to changed about myself and i hope i could really change.
xx dont daydream too much
xx work harder for exams
xx dont be too lazy
xx dont always sleep
xx and try not to be clusmy and stupid
xx eat finished all my meals.not wasting any food
yupps. i really wish i could change. wells. wish me luck in changing to become a better person!
i'm not going to waste my life over you anymore. dreaming about you. thinking of you. i think there time when i had to move on and yupps. dont blame me for it. you derserve it.