Tuesday, April 05, 2005
hmms.. lets see what up for this past few days.well. i guess i'm seriously stressed for the examz which are coming.sigh. i feel like screaming out and killing somebody.sorry. i guess i getting too physcho.sigh. help me.somebody help me.tomorrow i have the physical test and i must get gold cause sec one i had gold and it not right that sec one had and sec two shouldnt get one right? okays. exams,physical test and swimming.arrggghhhh..alrights.i must learn how to handle this packed schedule.hahas. like business woman.hey. i like being a busy woman. and what i wanted is to be a carerr woman. rich,clever and powerful.hahas. i wish my dreams would come true.hope it will.anyway. some people are really getting in on me.gossiping about me.hmms. so much for the pretense cover.sigh. you people should really get a fuck out and take a good look at yourself.sympathy.ah?yes.and there the test .hope i can get a gold.yupps. life is in such a mess.but at least i know how to move on.jean-san. i dont think you should do that to yourself.it not worth it over a guy/man. hmms. guy are useless .you dont need them. i mean. you can live without them. sure you can.so dont get yourself into this state just because of him.sigh. move on girly.
i'm too tired.i wish to pause for a moment and take a break.the world will continue to move on without you even if you stop.the world will never stop for you.you have to keep up moving or you will generally lose out.
bruise and battered by you words-
