Friday, January 27, 2006
i feel like dying. i just hate myself. why am i so dumb ?
just a few minutes ago, i thought i lost my hp cause i took a ride from my dad car and went home and guess what.
i search hide and low and cant find my hp so i started crying and then i told my parents that i lost my hp then my mum scold and scold then i went out of the hse and walk all the way back to the car park and guess what ? it in the fucking car.
i really dont know what my fucking problem.
keep losing things .
it not the first time, before that i lost my ear-rings, my cds and others stuffs. arrghhhh !
i hate myself. why am i so careless ?
sighh. if i could choose. i rather not be a human. there so many things to worried abt.