till next week. i'll be free.
no exams. no schools till next year after the report books that is.
i guess nothing can make it happen.
no matter how hard you tried. when its not yours, it wont be.
i realise that if it does not meant to be , no matter how hard. it wont be.
tell me. why does things have to be in this stage.
i even thought beyond that.
i know it takes two hands to clap.
i blame myself too. but i guess blaming oneself wont help.
just hope im able to take it and i've to constantly remind myself that it not the same.
tell me why does life have to be like this ?
i know its due to some bad air too.
but there nothing i can do about it.


it might affect me badly. i dont know. need to see.
but i still believe that god will help those who are willingly to help themselves.
and i believe that god will make it fair.
god have eyes. they can see.
and i believe it.

'Cause there's something in the way you look at me
Its as is my heart knows you're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's nothing in this world
I can't be
I never know what you see
But there's something in the way you look at me


If I could freeze a moment in my mind
Be the second that you touch your lips to mine
I'd like to stop the clock make time stand still'
Cause baby this is just the way I always wanna feel


and there one more thing.
i want to thank abby wong.
she's such a dearie, she's there when i need a pillar of support.
no everyone is able to share the hell you're going through especially if its the worst of hell.
i know. i should not describe my situation as worst of hell but i strongly feel that the best to describe it. and well. i can swear to you. my situation is really on a bad stage.
you cant even say it out cause why? blogs are not private.
can simply click on google and you can find all information you need.
yupp. maths today was alright. im praying really hard ill pass . really.
cant wait till holidays. and yes i super badly need holidays as im close to a mental breakdown.
for those who dont know. and its not about studies it about life.
and im trying . to make it to the holidays.

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