Thursday, November 16, 2006
i slept to 12 pm today.
cause yesterday i was talking to my friend from uk.
and around 11 pm in singapore is 4 pm at uk.
yupp. nice to be in another country.
i want a job badly. but it seems that i always do not have the chance to do it.
im so so not okays with this.
suddenly life seems so mess up.
wait a minute. life has always been mess up. at least for me that what i think.
it just not what i though it is.
and today sonia call me and told me some things she saw.
and its a very ugly issue.
when i heard about it. i had lots of thoughts and feelings.
just realize that everything seems so picture like.
not realistic. after living for 15 years. i still cant find answers to my questions.
i do not understand.
and everyone is like the same. living in a picture world.
or it is just me ?
or am i thinking too much of this whole thing ?
hmmms. is same. you're same.
