Saturday, February 23, 2008
okays i know. its been 1000000 years later since i blog.
anyway.
i just came back from camp.
hmmm. camp fun ?
well. my honest opinion, i dont think so.
to me i declare fun like sec 3 adventure camp.
that was hell load of fun.
and the sharing emotion part where you were suppose to cry.
i didnt cry at all.
i dont know why.
i would be crying in the past.
but now nope. someone told me maybe you've become stronger.
then i think. have i ? i dont think so.
the funny thing is sometimes you know the question to your answers but you dont at the same time want to know. like deceiving yourself kind of thing.
life's like a roller coaster right now. okays its always been one.
but this time , this part of my life seems to be even faster and more frightening ?
i guess its really a method of perspective, on how you view it.
maybe a few years from now, i wont think so.
yupp & one thing i would like to change about myself
. not to be so selfish & demanding like as if the whole world owe me
